A Morning at Don Cuthbertson Reserve

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Yesterday I took Scarlett down to a park we hadn’t been to before, even though it is just around the corner – Don Cuthbertson Reserve.  It was quite pretty with a big lake and lots of ducks.

It’s funny how as soon as the old stale bread is meant to be for the ducks, it suddenly becomes very appealing.  After chowing down on the duck bread, we had a big walk, gooed and gaaed over some very cute ducklings and enjoyed a play on the playground equipment.

Another successfully busy morning = easy nap time… hurray!

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Hey ducks, you want some bread…?

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… well too bad cos I’m gonna eat it!

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Telling tales – mum it was him that stole my bread!

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“He’s got a funny face!”  Well yes I suppose he does!

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The cute little family we met 🙂

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3915web“A plane!”  Spotting a plane is always very exciting!

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“I see it Mummy!  A plane!”

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She’s so freaking cute!

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This looks deceptively as if Scarlett is going down the slide.  Scarlett doesn’t do slides.  She is actually climbing a very short way up and scooting down a few centimetres, which is actually progress for her.

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As you do.

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Poor little owie knee from taking a tumble.

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“Don’t want photooooooo!”

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These Small Hours – The Reason Behind The Blog Name Change

I started this blog three years ago, when two little pee lines changed my life.  I discovered I was carrying a very surprise pregnancy and I started the blog to share my experiences.  I called it “Life After Two Blue Lines” – because those two lines seemed a watershed moment to me, a defining point in my life of before and after.

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I wasn’t wrong.  For the next 9 months my life revolved around my pregnancy, and for the next year or two after that my life revolved around the challenge and adventure of reconciling myself to the realities of motherhood and embracing the journey it entails.  I haven’t used this blog nearly as much as I should have – as much as I wish I had – to record that journey, but it has been here nonetheless as my little place of self-expression and discovery.

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Lately, however, as I grow into my role as mum, I have begun to feel confined by the name “Life After Two Blue Lines” as I feel it defines me and my life purely in terms of motherhood.  As I grow into this new life, I am able to slowly remember that I am a mum yes, first and always, but I am also more, I am also else, I am also other.  I am also still me – a new me, a growing me, a changed me… but still me.  Still me whole unto myself as well as being “Mum”.

At the end of the day I think my life story will always be defined around the incredible power of those two lines.  And me the mum and me the person will always be completely, utterly and inextricably intertwined.  And yet I feel it is important to maintain a sense of myself, of my own passions and interests, besides the wiping of bums and cuddling of a sweet and cheeky little body.

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The title “These Small Hours” comes from the lyrics of the Rob Thomas song “These Little Wonders, which has always spoken right into the core of me.  From the moment I hear the first bars, the first few words, I feel my shoulders relax and I start to remember what life is really about.

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don’t you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don’t mind
if it’s me you need to turn to
we’ll get by,
it’s the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours

these small hours
still remain

 To me this simple, beautiful song sums up so much that is important to me.

It sums up parenthood – how the beauty of it lies in the small hours – these little wonders – the simple magic of the day to day.

It sums up life – not the big excitements and achievements – but the small hours, the ordinary, the RIGHT NOW where all of life exists, where our lives are truly made.  It reminds you to cherish each day and see what is special in each moment and to remember what is really important –

– It’s the heart that really matters in the end.

And it sums up my approach to photography, my absolute passion for it, my desire to document all of those small hours, those tiny ordinary moments and little wonders that make life so special, so that one day, when
time falls away
these small hours
these small hours
still remain.

I’m afraid that in the end – I will only just remember how it feels.

I want to capture and celebrate the small hours.  I want to remember to dwell always in the small hours and see the little wonders that dwell there.

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I want to never forget
the way I feel right now.

{Rock the Shot Forum} April Photo Challenge – “Motherhood”

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The theme for the April photo challenge over at www.rocktheshotforum.com is “Motherhood”.

As soon as I saw the theme, I knew I had to enter this photo.  This is an “outtake” from a breastfeeding session I did for my lovely friend Cat and her gorgeous little daughter Jazmine.  In fact, I didn’t even realise I had captured it until I downloaded my photos and found this little gem sitting there.

To me this photograph sums up motherhood completely.  Because motherhood is crazy and chaotic and hard and challenging… but every single bit of it is infused with this – just this pure love.  Just this eyes-squeezed-shut, soul-filling, heart-bursting, totally-pure, utterly-beyond-words love.  This photo expresses what cannot be put into words.

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

~ Helen Keller

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{I Heart Faces} Best Face of 2012 Photo Submission

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Photo Challenge Submission

When I saw the Best Face of 2012 competition being run over at I Heart Faces, I couldn’t resist entering my gorgeous little monkey – after all, I have plenty of material from 2012 to choose from!  In the end I chose this one, taken when Scarlett was 15 months old  – partly because it’s tack sharp, but mostly because it captures her happy, zany personality perfectly, and it makes my heart smile every time I look at it 🙂

Family Christmas Trip 2012 – The Highlights

Seeing as we spent Christmas over here in Australia last year, we decided to make the trip to New Zealand for Christmas and New Years this year, to see my family (Scarlett’s grandma and aunties).  They hadn’t seen her since our trip over there when she was 6 months old, so they loved spending some time with her, and she loved it as well!  She got very spoilt for Christmas!

Seeing as there is no direct flight from Perth to Wellington, we decided to break the trip up a little and had two nights in Sydney on the way and two nights in Melbourne on the way back.  I’m really glad we decided to break the flights up like that (flying with a 16 month old can be challenging at best!), and it was really nice to get a quick little glimpse of two Aussie cities that I’m rather fond of.

The weather in Sydney and Melbourne was fantastic, and even Wellington turned on the sun and a bit of warmth for Christmas Day!  Daddy C and myself even got a couple of nights on the town in Wellington thanks to a grandma eager to babysit 🙂

Travelling with a toddler certainly isn’t the laidback beach-chillin that comes to mind when you think of the word “holiday”… but we had a really great two weeks together and it was a wonderful break away from everyday life to round off a really good year.

I decided to write this as a highlights post and pop up a photo from each day of our holiday… there will be individual posts for each day with many more photos to come 🙂

 

Saturday, 22 December – Flying to Sydney

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Sunday, 23 December – Sunny Day In Sydney

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Monday, 24 December – Christmas Eve – Family Time in Wellington

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Tuesday, 25 December – Christmas Day in Wellington

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Wednesday, 26 December – Boxing Day – Drawing

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Thursday, 27 December – Fun at Grandma’s

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Friday, 28 December – Grandma’s 52 Year Old Teddy Bear

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Saturday, 29 December – “Cooking”

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Sunday, 30 December – Hanging With Nana

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Monday, 31 December – New Year’s Eve – Family Day

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Tuesday, 1 January – New Year’s Day – Three Generations of Girls

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Wednesday, 2 January – Flying to Melbourne

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Thursday, 3 January – Melbourne Hotel

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Can’t beat Melbourne on a good day!

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Friday, 4 January – Flying Home!

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