Extending the Concept of Extended Feeding

As you know, I had a difficult breastfeeding experience, and decided to wean onto formula at 6 months old. Feeling equal parts guilt and relief, I decided if I couldn’t be the pinnacle of good parenting by breastfeeding as long as my baby wanted, then I would do the next best thing, and be the pinnacle of good parenting by removing the bottle as soon as possible. Once she reached one year old, I would just remove the bottle and start using sippy cups or the like.

Being an instinctive attachment-parenting-style mum who formula feeds can be a tricky road to follow. All the natural parenting pages and communities and articles tend to push breastfeeding heavily. I understand the need to promote and support breastfeeding. However, I am sad that this is sometimes done, not in a spirit of positive celebration, but rather in a way that denigrates and demeans women who (by choice or circumstance) nourish their babies with formula.

It leaves you with a pervading sense that the bottle is bad, mmmkay! And so I guess I just had this sense that I should get her off the bottle as soon as possible.

It’s a bottle. It’s not the devil.

I have always bottle fed the way I breastfed – with her tucked into my chest, the bottle at breast height. As she gets older, her bottle feeds are becoming few and short – just as I see happening with friends’ babies who breastfeed. A few short sips and then they want to dash off and find something shiny to play with again. The other day I was having a quick little feeding session with her, her head snuggled into my elbow, her eyes looking up at me as she drank, and I had a sudden epiphany.

I was suddenly brought to mind of a wonderful post I had read a while ago by the fabulous Fearless Formula Feeder, called The Case For Extended Bottle Feeding. In it she discusses the pressure to get children off the bottle but not the breast, and reading it was the first time I had considered that maybe it was ok to let your child continue bottle feeding (it’s an excellent article, I recommend a read if you’re interested in the idea).

Extended breastfeeding is promoted and revered in the natural parenting community not only for its nutritional benefits, but also for the emotional connection and attachment it embodies.  I have nothing but admiration and respect for women who breastfeed beyond infancy.  If I could have been one of them, I would have done it proudly.  I suddenly realised, as I cuddled and fed my baby – how was what I was doing in that moment any different emotionally than breastfeeding? Why should I cut this short as soon as possible, just because it was a bottle she was sucking on rather than my breast?

I have been giving Scarlett homemade formula since she was about 8 months old. It is full of wonderful nutritious goodies and I had already decided that I wasn’t going to wean her onto cow’s milk at one year old, as many people do, but rather that I would keep giving her my homemade formula, simply because I feel it is much more nutritious than straight cow’s milk, and she enjoys it, so why not?

So my realisation was this – if I were to practice extended breastfeeding, I would continue to nurse my child until she initiated weaning, both because of the nutritional value of breastmilk and the emotional value of breastfeeding. But here I am bottle feeding – and why should it be any different? Why shouldn’t I continue to bottle feed her until she initiates weaning – to give her the nutritional value of the homemade milk drink I give her and the emotional benefits of our cuddly feeding moments?

I think sometimes mums feel embarrassed if their child drinks from a bottle over a certain age. As if the child is being “babied” and should be being pushed into independence. And yet extended breastfeeding is celebrated. The idea of “pushing” your child into independence goes against everything attachment parenting stands for. If we advocate allowing a child to wean when THEY are ready, why not include ALL feeding in that?

Dr Sears (well-known attachment parenting advocate and paediatric doctor) maintains that “weaning a child before his time can leave a child feeling unfulfilled and his sense of trust violated.” On the Dr Sears website, he states:

“Life is a series of weanings for a child: weaning from your womb, your breast, your bed, and your home. The pace at which children go from oneness to separateness is different for every child, and this should be respected. In our experience, the most secure, independent, and happy children are those who have not been weaned before their time.”

Although he is referring to breastfeeding in these statements, I see no reason why they shouldn’t apply to bottle feeding as well. I’ve realised that just as I have fostered an attachment-parenting style of bottle feeding up until now, so also in this way can I continue. I can allow my child to wean naturally when she is ready, regardless of the fact that she gets her milk from a bottle. I highly doubt that she will still be running around with a bottle at 5 years old. My experience so far has been that if I give her what she needs, she will naturally grow past things when she is ready to (and probably much sooner than I would like! :-P).

At the end of the day, the most important thing is that we love and nourish our children the best way we possibly can. And I would like to have those little eyes looking up at me for as long as she needs the feel of my chest on her cheek.

It’s hard taking a photo with my bottle hand 😛

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14 thoughts on “Extending the Concept of Extended Feeding

    • I’m all about gut instinct! 🙂 That’s a really good point about things being different with different children too, I hadn’t thought about it like that, but it definitely makes sense that what worked with one baby might not be right for the next.

  1. My twin brother and I weaned ourselves — I know my mom would’ve enjoyed having us nurse longer, but kids know when they’re ready to move on.

    Good work!

    • How did I not know you have a twin?!

      Yeah, I think lots of (not all of course) breastfed babies wean themselves and often sooner than mum would like – they stop being babies so darn fast!

  2. Bravo! I bottle fed my son and I struggled with guilt and shame and now I am so completely over it. I would exclusively formula feed again. It’s liberating to acknowledge your best is different from other moms.

    • I just hate how stigmatised bottlefeeding has become! I’m all for supporting and promoting breastfeeding in a positive way – but that guilt and shame you describe… no one should ever have to feel that for nourishing their baby to the best of their ability.

  3. Hi there – great post! I am am generally an AP parent, I bottle feed, and I also struggle with when to wean by son who is no 20 months old. He just isn’t ready. I’ve had gone through weaning with two older kids and each child is different. But like you, I want it to be when my son is ready, not when some book or “expert” says it should happen. Lovely to read your blog!

    • Thanks for reading and commenting Katie – it’s so nice to hear that people understand where I’m coming from! I always say – the baby hasn’t read the books! 😛 I’m all for following their lead, I’m sure you will know when he’s ready to wean 🙂

  4. I hate to see babies who really aren’t ready be forced weaned (whether from the breast or bottle) due to pressure from outside the family. It’s up to each family to decide what’s working for them. And I see so many families really pressured to have the baby off bottles/pacifiers BY 12 months due to tooth decay concerns and mouth formation (this is per the pediatrician). Yet I don’t see a lot of evidence to support that conclusion necessarily.
    One concern that I do have with extended bottles/pacifiers is how/when they are used. With breastfeeding, there are set times because it’s limited to the mother needing to sit down and participate. The baby can’t go along all day with the breast in his mouth while walking around, playing, talking (although many will try 🙂 ) But with bottles and pacifiers, the child can have it in their mouth constantly all day. I can potentially see that as a problem for the teeth (but then so is a sippy cup full of sugary juice all day long), but one that most conscientious parents would watch out for and avoid. I would think the medical/parenting community would be better served with helping parents use those tools instead of just saying they have to GO by 1 year of age. That seems unreasonable and does not taking into account the vast range of needs that are normal for young children.

  5. I really likes this post. I think it shows that we can’t and shouldn’t pigeon hole people and parenting styles. That we should not make assumptions! My babes and I are lucky that breastfeeding came relatively easily and comfortably, but with my now 27 month daughter we did go from breast to a bottle at about 16 months when she self weaned. Like you, I loved to snuggle her up to me to give her the bottle. It felt right and precious 🙂 She now still has the bottle, but is Miss independence with it!! 😦
    Your post has helped me process some of my feelings about shOuld we or shouldn’t we try to wean her frOm bottle… No, we won’t. She finds comfort in it!!
    Thanks for thought provoking post x

    • Thanks for commenting, I’m so glad you enjoyed and got something from it 🙂 It’s hard sometimes because we get so caught up in everything coming in at us from all angles, that it’s hard to shut that out and just listen to what our gut is telling us is right 🙂

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